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Time:05:29 pm
...We (walgreens) has a brand of makeup giftsets for Christmas called Bellatrix.


I am not sure what to make of this.
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Time:03:18 am
That heartbreaking moment when you realize you probably will never get a chance to play in anything but a psl again.
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Time:02:06 am
Morgielefae and Eyeballtree live review the newest Marble Hornets episode. Because you want to read Capslocked Flailing. Spoilers? )
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Time:08:18 pm
Give me a character (past or present) and a situation (ie Yule Ball, wedding day, everyday wear, Christmas 10 years ago, a date with your character, etc.) and I will post a picture of their style/outfit using Polyvore!
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Time:10:03 am
Missed the Hogwarts express. Again!
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Time:09:16 pm
My kingdom for a mwpp era school game.
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Time:02:01 am
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Time:06:24 am
This is probably the most epic polyvore I've ever gotten to do for an rpg.
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Time:09:28 pm
Wants for [info]flippedmods!

For Lily Evans Rosier [info]crimsonflower of UWN World. She would love her cousins, Bellatrix, Andromeda, Narcissa, and Regulus. Sirius as well, but there's one spot left and I would really prefer him from another character's world. None of "her family" here, outside of her adoptive brothers knows her as her and she's still trying to come to terms with the fact she's adopted. Having her family there with her will help.

Also she would like the rest of MWPP. Especially the one who frustrates her to no end. She's still just fifteen and very much in denial about how she feels about James, but getting her out of denial will be fun. She'd also like her best friend, Severus, and her future children. I think all the Harry slots are taken, but she and James also have a daughter named Gillian, born in 1983. I'd prefer if she was their natural child, but if someone wants to apply her as an adopted muggleborn the same as her mother, I'm also good with that.

For Regulus Black [info]shyeststar from THG World. Regulus would really, really love to have his Sirius there. Sirius was reaped in 1975 and killed, a year before Regulus is from, and he misses the hell out of him, and he'll also have Andromeda, James, and Remus who have missed him just as much. There's also a 17 year old Walburga he obviously doesn't exist for yet, but who had to see it happen from one of the experiments the scientists did. He'd also love their Bellatrix, who also died in her game, and Narcissa who should remain pretty unscathed from the games. I'd love for his dad to show up, but that's something to take up with Kaitlin, Walburga's player.

I'd also love for his future adopted daughter to show up, but I'm talking with one of my friends about bringing in her other parent first.
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Time:07:52 pm
01. FULL NAME:
02. BEST FRIEND:
03. SEXUALITY:
04. FAVORITE COLOR:
05. RELATIONSHIP STATUS:
06. IDEAL MATE:
07. TURN-ONS:
08. LAST SEXUAL EXPERIENCE:
09. FAVORITE FOOD:
10. CRUSHES:
11. FAVORITE MUSIC:
12. BIGGEST FEAR:
13. BIGGEST FANTASY:
14. QUIRKS IN BED:
15. BAD HABITS:
16. BIGGEST REGRET:
17. BEST KEPT SECRETS:
18. LAST THOUGHT:
19. WORST SEXUAL/ROMANTIC EXPERIENCE:
20. BIGGEST INSECURITY:
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Time:05:35 am
Tomorrow: work hard on getting in thg Regulus for [info]flippedmods, work on cleaning, possibly work on finishing Mark of Athena. Rewatch Marble Hornets with Christie when she gets on.

Speaking of [info]flippedmods, I recently took back over UWN Lily. UWN is a world where Dumbledore and Grindlewald never parted ways, and they took over England in 1916 after muggles found out about witches and witch trials began anew, and slowly the rest of the world after that. Muggles were enslaved, muggleborns kidnapped at birth and adopted out to wizarding families. Lily was adopted out to the Rosier family the day she was born. She already has her two 'brothers' Evan and Dirk in play, but she would love to have her cousins in something awful. So consider this a call for UWN-verse Blacks! Also the rest of the marauder era people from that universe if possible. As for children, we are full on Harrys, but I'm also giving her a daughter, Gillian, born in 83. I haven't decided if she's biologically Lily and James' or if she was adopted out the same way her mother was. I actually think I'd rather let that be up to the player.

And as always, canon Dorea Black would love more people from her generation, please.
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Time:05:46 am
Tumblr, why are you trying to spoil me on books that haven't been published yet? When I still haven't finished the one out now????
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Time:02:46 am
Day 02 – Favorite gender to play )
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Time:01:57 am
Day 01 – Favorite character(s) you've ever made )
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Subject:FINE I GIVE IN
Time:01:55 am
Day 01 – Favorite character(s) you've ever made
Day 02 – Favorite gender to play
Day 03 – Character(s) you've made more than once
Day 04 – Biggest pet peeve
Day 05 – A graphic you're proud of
Day 06 – Pb(s) you've grown to love through rp
Day 07 – A plot you'd like to do in the future
Day 08 – 'Ships you would like to do in the future
Day 09 – Character(s) who have progressed greatly
Day 10 – Favorite character friendships
Day 11 – Favorite setting
Day 12 – Favorite character(s) someone else plays
Day 13 – A memory
Day 14 – Character you'll most likely never play again
Day 15 – Favorite game(s) you've been in or are in
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Time:11:50 pm
I was thinking tonight that a lot of times, we put a lot of ourselves into characters that we role play. Even if we don't mean to, because it's hard to create a character without putting a small chunk of yourself into them, no matter how different from you that character is. One little thing that helps you identify with them or see into them. Or even a familiarity with a passion they have, one that gives them a characteristic they are able to talk about at length.

Sometimes, though, do we pick the characters we do because, even subconsciously, we see a little bit of them in ourselves?

I was seven years old when my sister left home the first time. There was a decade between us, and I honestly didn't understand what was going on. Just that P. would not be living with us any more, that she was moving to Savannah and would be finishing out high school with her aunt and uncle. Now, in my case, my mother is perfectly sane. My sister is the one that lashes out. Unmedicated bipolar schizophrenic, this was not a case of someone leaving because their values conflicted with the family they grew up in, but a case of someone who always feels the world is against her because the unbalanced chemicals in her brain have convinced her that it is. But the issues are there for me that I frequently give Regulus. Whenever an application includes a section for what the character would see in the Mirror of Erised, I always say that his family whole and happy again is his greatest desire. A hope that will never happen, and a memory that probably never existed the way his younger self saw it. A reality I have tried to intervene with countless times since I was a little girl and will probably never make happen. And one that was never as real as I ever thought it was.

I think it's why I write Regulus so easily. The issues he has from his family life. Not only have I been there and done that, I've worn out several of the t-shirts.

Mom and P have no relationship to speak of. I've been in the middle since I was seven years old, and I will likely remain there for the rest of all our natural lives. Both of them blame each other for their lack of anything. According to P, Mom only remembers she has one daughter. According to Mom, P has pushed her out so many times it hurts too much to try to pull her back in. According to me, they both need to stop the passive aggressiveness and freaking communicate, but my opinion stays in my own head because you can't convince anyone who thinks they're the wronged party that they're not, that it's very much a mutual thing, and I've been arguing with brick walls most of my life.

I was thinking about this because of the very "Woe is me" status P posted on her facebook yesterday, complaining how hard mother's day is for her because Mom doesn't get along with her. Because somehow mother's day is about the child? Idk. Again, P lives on a very different plane than the rest of us, and she refuses medication because our reality doesn't feel real to her, and she doesn't like being forced there. Anyway, it occurred to me that sometimes, roleplay can be a very cheap version of therapy. Regulus is my favourite muse and likely always will be. Something about him called out to me the first time I read OotP, and I've played him ever since. Some people who have played characters this long usually seem to put them away after awhile because they feel they've played their storyline to every possible conclusion. And I don't think I ever will with Regulus. I don't think I ever can.
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Time:02:01 am
While I was running today, my phone fell out of my pocket and smashed onto the pavement. Fuck my life. I didn't even notice until my earbuds popped out, turned around, and saw it lying facedown on the asphalt. I was so hopeful because the screen wasn't the first thing I saw, but my heart sank.

It's so far still working, but the bottom corner is completely fucked, and all the cracks are getting worse.
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Time:07:26 am
Give me a Character(s) and an AU universe. I'll give you a short drabble.
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Time:12:20 am
INVENTORY HELL WEEK IS OVER.

I MAY SLEEP FOREVER.
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Time:09:47 am
Give me something to do when I get home!!!

GENDERSWAP MEMEGive me a character I'm playing and/or played, and I will give you the following:
a) the genderswap PB
b) the character's name
c) 3 facts about said character

Name one of my characters and one of yours. I'll show you three icons displaying expressions that my character frequently makes when interacting with yours, and explain why.
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