I've talked about it on facebook and tumblr, but not here.

I am very sick. Like, unable to keep food down, food isn't digesting, liquids won't stay down and I am losing about a pound, give or take a few ounces a day, sick. this has been going on for a month, and I have been out of work for over a week straight now and more times just by themselves than I am comfortable with. (Because I'm always at work. I never call out. I NEVER CALL OUT.)

Early on into this, I went into the emergancy room and they just said it was a virus and sent me home. Monday, I went to the doctor's office and my pee was brown. Apparently because it had bile in it? Like liver juice? There is liver juice in my pee. This isn't normal. They said they were pretty sure that it was my gallbladder, took some blood, and sent me to have ultrasounds done on... Thursday? I don't know this entire week has been a blur. I'm on antinausea meds and still throwing up so. My memory is more than a little hazy. I haven't heard anything back about the ultrasounds.

I'm just so frustrated and I just want to know what's going on. I can't even stand up for more than a few minutes at a time because I'm just so weak, and going down the stairs is EXHAUSTING.

I almost never write here but, I wanted to keep all of you updated anyway. Because even if we haven't talked lately, you're my friends and deserve to know.

I will keep you updated.

Also please let them confirm it's my gallbladder so they can take it out of me and make me freaking normal again for crying out loud.